When you say yes to Jesus, the resurrected Christ, your life does not belong to you anymore. It belongs to him. If you are His follower, then you go where He goes because you’re doing life with him! If you are a Child of God, if you are Follower of Jesus, then you will live like it!
Generally, human FEELINGS COME AND GO … RISE AND FALL. They are REAL, but they are often NOT RELIABLE. They are mostly CIRCUMSTANTIAL. FEELINGS...